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That's it!!!! I've had enough.... Goodbye Gerrie......



BROKEN DREAMS
Would you be mad at me if I tell you I love you?
Would you be mad at me for telling you this so late?
Now, one way apart from each other,
What can I tell you to make you happy?
What can I tell myself to let go of yesterday?

All the dreams we set for us,
Tomorrow seemed as if it was only seconds away,
But it could never be like that,
I looked into your eyes and found nothing in return,
Those happy times were nothing more but a sad memory,
Waiting to be let go any moment.

I saw the rain falling and I thought for a moment,
It was really over between us,
I was getting ready to let go of you,
Let go of all the beautiful times together,
What more could I tell you to make you stay?
I was out of words to tell you,
The love had faded so what more could be said but goodbye?

Right at this moment yesterday has passed by,
I can only turn around to look,
And hope that those memories of us,
Will flash by and bring a smile to my face,
Whatever sad memories we had together,
I hope they will die,
Die along with you and the passing seasons,
Like those long dead dreams.


If The Feeling Is Gone by Kyla

Yehey.... I'm back... Vacation was fun.....

I can't believe it!!! I PASSED THE WCE!!!!! It's really a miracle since i didn't study at all..... Thank God!!!!!

Damn it.... It's the start of our third semester.... My sched's so pathetic.... I only have one class every MWF and five every TH..... Which means i'm only gonna spend an hour in school every MWF and a whole day every TH..... The hard part: every TH my class starts from 9:40am until 4:10pm straight (yeah i haven't got a break and i'm not kidding) then i'm free from 4:10pm until 7:40pm and then i have another class from 7:40pm up until 9:10pm...... This term would be a bloody hell for me....

Oh well, at least i had fun before classes began today..... We went to Glorietta yesterday..... Me, Kate, Elgin and Gerrie.... We watched Happy Together and we thought it was funny.... After that, we met Tin..... Tin, Elgin and I watched Sigaw in Greenbelt.... Kate didn't want to watch scary movies and Gerrie already saw the movie, that's whythey didn't come with us..... I really don't want to watch Sigaw because i think it's not worth my time..... After seeing it, i proved my point that the movie does suck.... It's not even scary.... By the way, Lucky also watched Sigaw.... We saw them inside the moviehouse after the film.....

Here comes another year..... Wonder what 2005 has in store for me???

WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.........

The qualifying exam was so hard..... Damn.... Hope i still pass..... The results will be posted today at around 3pm..... God, i'm so nervous right now.... I really feel like i'm not gonna pass..... If only i studied hard for it....

By the way, I did not go to my block's xmas party because i went to HTG's xmas party instead..... (HTG stands for Harlequin Theatre Guild just in case you wanna know).... I got a new skirt..... hehe.... That's actually what i asked for.... haha.... You see, our exchange gift is worth 500 pesos MINIMUM..... Plus, you get to tell the person who got your name what you want to get as a gift.... Isn't it cool?? I really had fun in the party.... Can't wait to see my theatre mates again....

Can't wait to spend the holidays in Palawan..... I'm gonna miss Gerrie... hahaha....

Whoa.... It's been a while since i've jotted something here.....

Course card distribution day is over..... And i'm so happy because i don't have any oinkies.... (My barkada came up with the term oinkees to pertain to a failing mark).... Although my grades aren't that good either..... Still, i'm very thankful because i don't have to repeat a damn thing....

I'm gonna take the qualifying exam for financial management majors tomorrow.... I hope the test wouldn't be too hard.... I hope that i'll be able to pass it..... Damn.... If only i went home early to study my notes..... I should have instead of spending time with Gerrie.... hahaha.....

I'm supposed to meet him after his last course card.... But he got stuck there for almost 2 hours..... By the time we met, almost all my friends are already with me..... Grace was there..... And it felt really weird especially when Gerrie arrived....

Waaaahhh.... I had two final exams today and they're both hard.... I also have to more exams tomorrow which are supposedly harder than my exams today.... I guess i'll have to start studying right now.... Oh well, i'm too lazy.... HAHA!!! Seriously, i really want to study but my mind keeps drifting to other things....

Hmm.... I still don't have any presents for my friends.... I have to buy them before Monday since that's the last time we'll be seeing each other this year.... I'll surely miss them.... Anyway, i can't wait to go to Palawan....

Btw, i'm not sick anymore!!!! My measles is gone.... Yipee....

With the many victims of the typhoon comes another reason why Xmas would be gloomy for the Filipinos.... FPJ just died.... I'm quite shocked about it.... Well, the best thing we can do is to pray for his soul....
If The Feeling Is Gone by Kyla

We had a make-up class in microeconomics today and lasted for three bloody hours.... I was listening during the first hour of the lecture.... But my mind started to wander to other things by the time the second hour rolled by.... Well sorry.... I have a very short attention span.... Plus i was already hungry during that time....

Lunch was fun though.... We stayed at Chiggy's for three hours.... Gerrie was there too which made it more fun for me....

I'm still pissed off with Grace.... I really don't think that she has the right to blame me for something that wasn't even my fault in the first place.... And she's making a big deal out of it.... There isn't even an issue in the first place....

Damn... I don't like to have measles as of this moment.... I wish that this would be over and done with.... I can't keep skipping school since it's the finals week next week....

I hate finals week.... Maybe i wouldn't hate it as much if my school isn't operating in a trimestral system....